I am continuing to add older videos to YouTube and the blog, Here is one from January 2020. I am working on an alter figure, Smashan Tara. Here are some notes on her from https://www.anualchemy.com
Smashan Tara can burn away all karmas from the casual body and free those that work with her from the bondage of life and death. In her compassionate and terrifying form, she shows us the dual nature of this world. You might die of shock if you catch a glimpse of Smashan Tara! She is very tall, and her skin is a beautiful, deep midnight-blue color. Her eyes are filled with compassion and tenderness.
Smashan Tara only appears to protect you in the most difficult circumstances. She has the extraordinary power of rescuing those who love her from death and all suffering! Smashan Tara is said to be born from a lotus in an ocean of tears of sympathy for all. This Siddha Medicine awakens you to the cry of suffering, thereby revealing the essence of compassion. When you are anointed with this Siddha Medicine, you are praying to the Goddess Smashan Tara to grasp you with the iron hook of her compassion.